Okay. so i hit the 30s already. soon it'll be 1mth exactly. okay. i'm good. i'm fine. thank God for cell grp last nite. all the good reports we shared frm the last time when we asked for prayer requests. n i'm included too! thank God for honouring man when we honour him. thank God for speaking through various means: the Holy Spirit, the sermon, the Bible. thank God for His guidance through His Word.

when i told my frens i got ABB, they were happy for me. said i did well and tat i'll get AAA for A levels. haha. though it's not possible, i jus smiled. i guess, for me, it's a matter of perspective and handling dreams and reality. honestly, ABB isn't my dream. but when i do take a step back and look, putting my dreams and expectations aside, it really is well-done. but still, one thing still remains, "I sing praises to Your Name, oh Lord". (taken frm a song).

okay. felt tremors for the 3rd time this year and the 3rd time in my life. on thur. during h3 lesson. most of them din feel it but i did. so did linda. ming de was fully concentrating on the work. and so was teacher. and surprisingly, the sch din call for a gathering at the track. i'm starting to wonder and get worried. is the sch starting to assume things? that the sch buildin will be safe no matte how many times it experienced tremors? so there is no need to evacuate the students? well, i dunno. but all i heard is tat thur's earthquake hit a ritcher scale of 6.4-7. arnd there. oh well. to me, tremors start to become a norm already. jus tat, i muz learn to differentiate feeling tremors and feeling giddy...

yes! going for mission trip! to myanmar! 24th nov-1st dec. thank God for parent's consent. one grp is going but we'll be spilt to 2 small grps. one goes to help out in the young adults retreat and another to the orphanages tat my chr supports. initially, i was supposed to go help out. the plannin committee jus puts me down. i was supposed to pray abt it n see if God wants me to go to the orphanages. oh well. now dun nid to pray for guidance already. cos mum said i can go for the mission trip based on 2 criteria: 1. to help out at the orphanages and not travel by nite bus to the village to help out wid the retreat 2. to pay half of the trip

of course i'll pay half of the trip! even if u dun say, i'll still insist! but well, for orphanages, tat settles it! i'm not disappointed or anything but jus take it as a sign frm God unless He tells me otherwise as time goes by! but, anyway, i did feel a slightly stronger inclination to help out at the orphanages than help out at the retreat. i can jus picture myself and uncle joseph bringing smiles to the kids, teaching them bible stories, teaching them songs, teaching them actions, playing games wid them, hugging them, bringin them close to my heart...boy...it really makes me excited too! yay! so it isn't a bad thing after all (: jus tat, well, will miss my parents' 20th wedding anniversary :( anyway, looking fwd to the trip and gotta raise funds too! waiting for the other youths response and then, if someone else is going, perhaps, we'll raise funds tgt! =)