Wednesday, September 19, 2007 @ 10:38 pm [40 days to A levels]
this is for MKZ and "someone" who have recently tagged on my blog: sorry guys for taking so long to respond to your tags. din see it till late ytday and so had not enough time n energy to respond. i know MKZ din meant the tags for me but i still wanna say my opinions here? firstly, to MKZ. thanks alot for your concern to me. i know full well tat u meant me good. meant to voice out the opinions and feelings that i dare not say. most importantly, thanks for sticking by me and hearing me out. when i read your tags, i was a bit shocked. haha. well, were u a bit too harsh? maybe straight-forward uh? but i'm glad u are brave enough to leave your email add so "someone" can get back to you directly too. but i hope there wun be any quarrels k? secondly, to "someone". well , MKZ has always been my v good fren. my buddy. n i did tell MKZ abt "you" and your taggings. and no doubt, lyk wad MKZ said, your taggings did affect me both good and bad. while being blessed and encouraged by the verses you gave me and the encouragements to press on, i was also negatively affected where i'd a whole bout of confused feelings. i din dare say cos i tot i'll jus play along.. but well, MKZ helped me open up a door. haha. confused feelings not mainly abt your identity but the reason behind your anonymity. being a thinker, i think alot abt the reasons why u remain so for the past few days. n aft i'd shared wid MKZ and other frens, they told me i have let them go. have to put them down cos it's jus taking up my time and making me lose focus. so, lyk wad MKZ said, i'd to force myself to put these tots down. well, but i wld say tat, to me, MKZ was a bit direct n harsh. MKZ left you the email add n if you want, u can contact MKZ. but i hope both of you wun quarrel or start scolding each other. pls dun k? well, i guess, aft seeing wad MKZ says, i really wonder wad u are thinking. will i stop seeing your tags on the board?? or will u reveal yourself?? but all i can say is tat it's your choice still. i can't make you stay but the opinion i wanna give is tat i'll miss u when u are gone...it's really been some time when i have someone who consistently encourages SPIRITUALLY. n i'm sure u know it makes a whole lot of difference when God's perspective is said... but hey! MKZ! if u are seeing the above para to "someone", it doesn't mean i forgot abt u! u're still my bestest BEST FREN! =) --------------------------------- |