okay. hit the 2s already. grr. tml got h3 prelim!! n today got GP mock! grr. until so late and i couldn't find any transport home..if u know wad i mean. sigh. so left wid the entire graph theory and P&C. sigh. i jus hope i can finish them fast and quickly!

also realised tat it's hard for me to conc at home...keep going out to watch tv then tok to my family. so no-discipline! tot of studying outside at nite but i had to come home for dinner n QT. so can't compromise on tat. esp QT. then, tot of going to reading room but i go there and spend lyk 3hrs after dinner there, the communication btw my family and i will really be v little. i guess this is wad most econs ppl will say: opportunity cost. and i dun think i'm going to compromise on my family ties. so, tell me, wad shld i do?? help!!

quite fortunately or unfortunately, i had an interesting encounter ytday when i went back to sch to study. i was sitting outside sc on the bench areas beside this couple. the guy's a current j2 and the gal is a j1. the guy was teaching maths to her. it so mirrors me. i mean, the guy took off the tie but she din. both sat on opposite sides of the bench. the guy sometimes take a break by lying down to rest. n the nicest part is tugging her fringe behind the ears for her. tat so reminds me of last time. but the difference is that both are not councilors and i dun really know wad status they are in though i can quite confirm both have a connection. sigh. memories...unforgettable ones. reminds me of a quote i saw recently: when time fades, memory replaces it....