yup! there's only ONE more paper left! =)) thank God for seeing me thru this A's man. it din start well. honestly. i started on a rough patch and felt lyk giving up. but towards the end, things start to get better :) with maths and chem and geog ending well. and the last one will be phys paper 1. i hope it'll mark a good ending to my A's as well as my phys journey here in JC.

sigh. but one of the ways the paper will be easy is if i'm prepared for it. prepared and know my stuffs. then, the qns wun stumble one. hmm. but i SO don't feel lyk studying now. studying for phys. it's SO BORING! after the lesson i've learnt abt studying for chem p1! besides, phys is on tuesday!! boring. prob relax today or maybe study a bit. then tml i'll prob go a bit more full swing into rev. ha.

well, jus lookin fwd to the hols after tat. had some of my plans laid out! and it feels and looks so much lyk after my promo last year! all the going-outs and partying and plannings and meeting-ups (: haha. so looking fwd man. well, i'll be travelling too. quite packed in fact. so dun think i'll work this year? i'm not really keen either.

so travelling to myanmar nxt sat!! 24th nov!! so fast eh? for 7 days. jus hope to get the visa soon! it got rejected several times. and myanmar high com says IC isn't enough. nid my student pass! haha. well, that also means i nid to pack soon b4 all the going-outs will hinder my packing up. i hope i'll have a good and fulfilling time there!

then, also travelling to hanoi, vietnam! for 7 days, i think =) nice. looking fwd. will be sight-seeing more than shopping. tower karst! i'm going to look at you and marvel!! then praise God! =)) i bet it'll be awesome. after learning it frm geog lessons (: nxt, another travelling is to johor for youth camp. 18-20dec. hope everything goes well!

and so coincidental, khalis got 9am-5pm leadership "conference" at suntec frm wed to fri! so can meet him at nite! at town somemore (: before i leave for myanmar. i was jus thinking tat i can't meet him until a v long time later in dec. but thank God, when i was toking to him ytday, he told me this! so glad we cld meet up on one of the nights. looking fwd to it! a night-out! haha. although u wun go clubbing *aww*. haha.

then, fri nite got a steamboat wid my pri6 pals!! =)) i hope many ppl will turn up. so far, the confirmation putting smiles on my face. i jus hope those tbc will confirm soon and not drag or be flickle-minded. mm. mum keeps saying tat we'll have nth to tok abt and that it'll be boring. wad a discouragement! but i'm still hopeful tat we'll chat. if can't, nvm lor. lame jokes tend to fill up silence quite well. tat is if any of us have any jokes. jus glad tat wei ling can make it instead of going back to msia! then she'll be so out-of-sight.

i definitely have plans for tue, the day i end. i jus wonder if yh wants to go out. sigh. dun really lyk last-min planning but oh well. if tat's him, then tat's him lor. can't say much. jus play along. going to go out till night with my other gal frens at clarke quay!! i hope it's more of building up the frenships/catching ups then jus wanting company. yes. frens give company but i believe it shldn't be the focus..agree?? hmm. i so want to drink but sh was saying tat wed night is better...ladies nite: free entry and free flow of drinks. ha. okay. prob another wed night we'll go but i wonder which one. haha. but was thinking of pubs. wanna check out the ambience there and perhaps it'll be suitable to really catch up and stuffs but oh well. jus respect the "decisions" of my frens then.

i jus figured out the notes of a song! took me 2hours! my longest! i tell you man, that song isn't easy. first, i tried to hit the notes and only got close to it. then, i hit several rough patches where i totally can't figure out the notes. so went on, and play a few notes here and there for chorus. then, it up-ped key to one tat's familiar. i hit most of the notes there. so then, using those notes i hit, i tried to figure out the notes for the lower key.

then, to my shock, i noticed that all black keys are struck! then, only C and F notes are white!! then, i wonder, wad in the world cld that key be!! checked wid my bro and realised it's in D-flat major! wah! can u imagine tat?? a song tat starts in D-flat major? man! so tat means all the notes i figured out earlier on are wrong!! i din even hit a single black key previously. after tat, i realised i played a semi-tone higher! so had to transpose everything down. grr. so tat's why it took me so long. so the change of keys is frm D-flat major to D major. i wonder if i'm losing my touch of piano or is it really the song's hard to figure out.

sigh. toking abt piano, after grade8, i did try diploma. seriously. learnt for 1 year but gave up. i had too much to juggle tat time. my JC1 life was a struggle for me. so i put down the piano. then, i hardly play anymore songs. boo. learning for dip really isn't easy. esp since my fundamentals are not strong. and even some technical stuffs i can't play. sigh. recently, under the influence of my bro and sis, i start to play the simple contemporary love songs. and i realised tat i can actually read notes wrongly! read D as B or B as G! then, not v familiar wid leger lines notes. man. i think i'm really losing my touch! sigh. is this wad i really want? am i really jus goin to stop piano and not pursue the dream of having a dip...a dream that i held on to since young?? i wonder. i dunno if i shld pick it up. but i wonder which teacher wld want me in the first place! my foundation is SO weak. besides, the last teacher i had? it wasn't me who quit frm piano but she "kick" me out cos i cannot meet her expectations...see...even teachers kick me out, so which teacher wld want me? sigh.