that was the title of my reading for today's QT. and i find it appropiate and unique. impossible yet possible. toking about how we Christians can depend on God to do all the impossibilities. and it so reflects wad happen to me today. the big assignment i'd to do. jus wanna shout out loud and PRAISE HIM! it almost seemed impossible and i almost wanna give up until the last min when God gave me an opportunity to do so. plus, the interest and attentiveness of my listener jus spurs me on! jus wanna thank God!

okay. last night i had a nightmare. i dreamt that a fren i knew gave my family poisoned rice. the poison will cause the person to become retard. and my dad happened to be the victim in the dream among many other ppl too. i was very angry and upset. was crying in the dream. so i approached that fren and chided him esp when i see the final state of my dad. when i was leaving that fren, i suddenly woke up frm that nightmare. but it din stop. i literally and really cried. i cried cos of that dream, cos i cried in that dream, cos i tot it was real and cos i tot it can become a reality. i was scared. i din want my dad to turn out lyk tat. i almost wanted to cry streams of tears but stopped myself, saying tt it wun happen. so i had to wipe away my tears and prayed tt i wun get another nightmare. went back to slp and dreamt again. but i can't rmb wad the 2nd dream was. well, i still feel scared jus thinking abt it now. i really hope technology wun become so high until rice can be poisoned...i hope it wun be a reality in the future...

how to avoid nightmares? i really dun lyk them. it's really horrible and always makes me scared even aft i'd awaken up. well, it has been a few weeks since i last had a nightmare so last night's one was indeed a surprise. hmm. i can only pray then.

i had quite a fun day today. how can i not have one when jia wen is around? haha. all his jokes arh..really can't stop laughing. so anyway, did lots of printing today. boring. so boring till i can listen radio and surf the net while printing. was listening to christian radio stn since the streaming at imeem takes a long time. i also watched a part of mean gals while doing so! besides printing, did some filing and photocopying too. jia wen and i decided to call the food junction we always go to for lunch as 2-dollar-food-court! yeah. the food there are really cheap la. average arnd $2. jus lyk JC! today we both ate claypot rice for $2.50! filling :)

i managed to tok to monica too. first time she sits in the cubicle beside mine the whole day. felt a bit uncomfortable but nevertheless, nice getting to know her more. and i din noe she is married! she looks so young and single. hmm. strange i din notice her wedding ring. i'll look out for it soon! she told me she stays in sengkang and jus given birth to a baby boy 8 months ago! congrats! and when i told jia wen, the first thing he said: "oh. got ang-pao to take frm her already". haha. i wonder if she'll rmb. hmm. den i'd better be present at work on cny eve so i can collect S$ ang pao. i always get RM! it's time i get some S$ too pls? haha.

anyway, towards the end of work, she transferred a game called deal-or-no-deal to our desktop so we can play! it's a game frm excel. nice. will check it out tml! but a pity it's babes not hunks. the hunk special will be on tml eh? haha. a pity i'll miss it since i'll be at a DNA mtg. my first DNA mtg of the year!

and well, i guess i got an answer from you. thanks for your comfort on sms. and strangely enough, i was in tears when i read thru the first para of my prev entry. sigh. jus makes me sad. i dunno how i feel now. did i expect it coming when i saw how upset you were the last time? i dunno. a part of me wanna cry, shout and become crazy but another part tells me to stay sane and see how it goes. i dun lyk to be caught in this kinda situation. and somehow this outcome mimic a situation i'd jus encountered, only this time, i'm playing the reverse role. hmm. i'm at my wits end. really dunno wad to do nor how to react. sigh. perhaps i deserve this...