so I’m back from msia already. Had a change of plans since we all felt it was quite boring staying there for too long. So decided to head home today. Then, we were trying to convince mum to travel to KL to visit our favourite aunt and our cousins but she say no. saying that the jam will be quite bad ): so can’t go lor. Sad.

oh well. Cny wasn’t too bad. Aunty lay kheng, uncle soo hui, aunty Shirley were there. Reunion dinner was unexpected. I was expecting dinner at some restaurant or hotel but it ended up with aunty Shirley cooking for us! Wow! Nice! I guess nothing beats a home-made dish…so the cousins that were there were: eric, cindy (glad to see her after many years!) and Alvin.

later on the next day, aunty lay kuan and uncle soo khian joined us. So cousins that came over are Julia (glad to see her after so long too), Janice, shamus, Edwina and Jonie (: glad to have met them and dine with them. This time at a restaurant. Then, went back to aunty shirley’s house for agar-agar dessert and some chats. Then, bid uncle soo khian’s family good bye.

so on the last day, I managed to tok more to Alvin. Had to gather up my courage to tok to him. Then, realised he’s 21 years old this year! Jus lyk all my temp staff colleagues! And it was nice toking to him though I tok little to him. I’m always shy in front of him. Maybe cos he’s handsome. His smile is always enticing. Haha. He’s my cousin. Okay. So he’s doing some physio-medical course. Last year. Graduating in November. And said that he may come down to spore to work! Yay! I hope to host him when he’s here! Okay. But I think I shld be less dao to him and take up more courage to tok to him…

well, many of my cousins are attached already lor..janice, cindy (of coming to 3 years! I think she’ll be the nxt to get married! Yay!), eric…I’ve yet to ask Alvin and jonie. Haha. Oh well.

at msia, though I din get to play firecrackers or fireworks, but I was fortunate to see both of them! Esp fireworks. It always wow-ed me. And interestingly, it was lyk this on new year’s eve: on my left were fireworks and on my right was one long string of firecrackers poping! I even get to see some kids light up some gunpowder in front of the house I was staying in! saw how it works and the sparks that came outta it. It was nice yet dangerous. I will never allow my kids to play with them. Definitely wun risk their safety.

okay. So went shopping today at msia too. a short and rushed one. Went to buy bday cards and I got 4 cards for guys! The cards are really made for guys! Lyk there’s this guy’s figure in the front and got words lyk “hey dude!” I was so thrilled la! I can hardly find these cards in Spore! Definitely, I got cards for gals too..teddy bear ones. Wad’s more, they are RM3 per card! Man. So much cheaper than spore! spore minimum can only get S$3.50. haha.

so jus now was toking to yam wenn. glad to catch up with her. and i'm so glad i called. she din even receive the 2 sms i sent on new year's eve. so catch up with her on frens, sch work, our ctss frens, tell her abt reuben and release of A's...it was a nice chat.a nd i'm glad she took time off to tok to me despite her studying schedule. i hope she will do blasting well for her BT coming up! and i'm so glad and happy to be able to tok to u after so long and wish u a happy CNY! take care!

it was so interesting reading zhi wen's blog post on me lah...haha. glad to know and see the other side...hear and see wad he's thinking about. lol.

okay. tml visiting aunty xiao ling. and hopefully get the books frm SK and catch up with him a bit? perhaps go running in the morning again? mum jus said a shocking thing ytday. tat there's a plan to go sabah and climb mount KK!!! with dad! i was super shock la! tat we are finally putting this plan into action?! and they are only telling me now?? man! i'd better go and train. scaling that mountain, the highest mountain in msia, is definitely not easy lor. nid alot of stamina. haha. another motivation to go jogging and work-out on top of the std marathon 10km run. haha. man. i hope i'm up to the challenge. but i wonder when i can go jogging when i resume work....with me trying to find a regular QT time, then got BSF starting on 21Feb, plus driving lessons...i hope i'll be able to find regular time for exercise too...

well, results may be out soon..nxt week. i'm kinda nervous and scared. to be honest. and well, i wonder wad i'll get. i wonder if i'll end up with no A at all. i wonder if my result slip will write: BBC for my H2s. or if i get an A, i wonder if it'll look lyk this: ABC (wad a 'nice' combo) or ABB....arh...i really dunno. i really dun dare to dream or think. it's pretty scary. but i jus hope tat i wun collapse (emotionally) when i get a result i dun expect. and i hope tat by tat time, i'll be strong enough to stay strong...in God...the One who doesn't change and will never change. putting my security in the Provider God..tat's wad i learnt recently. amen!