yesterday, there was cell. the first cell mtg of this year for JPTN. nice. there were many youths. weng fai, jethro, matt, ben, sab, ken, my bro and i. and matthew led in discussion for the first time! and i tell you that the commentary he uses is super duper fantastic! really gave us many insights and discussion points in the passage we analysed.

glad weng fai came. and so did jethro. and i'm glad wf din fall aslp and i managed to tok to him more. thanks eleena for the ride home! i'm glad we found a topic to tok on so u'll be kept awake! and wow! evelyn tot of buying a unit at pandan valley! cool! but nxt time wun have evelyn to fetch me home. haha.

today, went to the NTU fair at Suntec. meant to be for poly students but i'd to pop by for the civil/environmental engineering tok. but i fell aslp towards the end. not very informative leh. oh well. nevertheless, glad to get some brochures there. but i carelessly took bioengine brochure instead of chem engine!!! super careless. oh well. can take at the for A level students NTU tok.

after tat, i was supposed to go shopping alone. at suntec upstairs. but mum told me this morning that she wanna go shopping with me. initially, we were supposed to shop at city hall area but she insisted on goin orchard area. so had to spend money on transport. boo. headed to taka, robinsons, john little. and walked till my legs and feet hurt!! extremely sore cos the slippers i was wearing was in quite a bad shape.

so i tried on many dinner dresses. very pretty. but in the end, still din buy. not sure if shld buy or not. there's this red tube-lyk dress. with a ribbon in front. then, another black/red dress tat is spaghetti striped. it looks nice. but not sure if wanna buy too. for karen's wedding dinner. i prefer the spaghetti stipe cos it's something different..a different type from the dresses i have. i have one turtle-neck, halter-neck, tube-lyk...so it's time for something else. well, the tube-lyk dress cost $29 and the spaghetti stripe cost $95. so there's alot of price difference though mum has a $30-40 voucher. anyway, i hope to get one soon!

then, continued on walking until i was really exhausted and started throwing tantrums. not lyk a little kid but jus whinning and saying tat i wanna go home. in the end, she gave in and told me to go home first. so i kinda stormed off. but slept very soundly in the bus till i knok my head several times off the bar. oh well. i'm glad i went home first. mum only came back after i'd finish my dinner. imagine if i'd stayed with her!! my feet will ache lyk mad, man!!

well, was lookin at the commentary on biblegateway n i wonder where matthew gets such good commentary for cell grp! and i'm glad to catch up with le jing. hope she really gets the job this time round! and i think God is giving me another assignment! i hope..not jus that things will work out the way it shld be..but that i wun miss any opportunity. well, i'm jus glad that i was finally able to say something about it to him jus now! (:

God, guide me in this..to have patience and be sensitive to your leading. i noe i haven't been very faithful to you but i've set my heart down to get back to You. and i know my inconsistency can and may lead to me being not sensitive to the Spirit's leading. but Lord, thanks for proving yourself faithful and being with me even when i stray. and Lord, in this mission that you gave me, i pray tat i will be ever-hearing...