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1. dad said on Sunday that he know how to swim already! haha. he was so proud of it lah. haha.
2. ah-ma's 80th bday..i so wanna go back to celebrate but the bad jam at woodlands really hinders it all!!! it's on 5 april, sat. man. i hope the jam will clear soon leh. else we'll really going to miss it :'(
3. driving lessons--slightly more than 2K. so I have to pay about 1K!!! gotta save more money already lor. sigh. so expensive. so hard pain to see the 4th digit drop by 1 in my bank book
4. nice to return back to the Korean tuition center. get to tok to the kids more. esp Grace who stays in the same hse as Chan Kyung
5. thank God for seeing me through monday. my 3 activities. almost got a headache but i'm glad it's gone
6. glad Chan Kyung din give me attitude problem nor black face. can see his smile once in a while
7. oh. it's nice to go back to Montessori too. see hong zheng, joshua, anaya...
8. and it was so nice when toddler Kevin sat on my cross-legged legs. not in front but ON. i felt so loved. felt lyk my dad too cos last time, i used to love to sit on his cross legged legs on the floor. it's nice to be in his arms. and it's nice to wrap my arms around tat toddler. man. i can't wait to do that to my own kids! man. i think i'll go *woah* hugging and showering them with lots and lots of love...haha. okay. enough Sharon. dreaming too much. also don't know if you'll get married. haha. but nvm. if i don't, i can always set up an orphanage and shower the orphans with equal love too!
9. mm. reading thru that significant activity i'd written for my Sembcorp essay, i rmb this thought tat came to my mind when i was in Myanmar: to set up an orphanage. was pretty inspired. and honestly, the rules are much more lax there than in Singapore. so perhaps, i'll set an orphanage in countries lyk Myanmar. but i muz learn the language. i don't know. there are many things to consider. but the most important thing is whether this is God's calling for me in life
10. thought about relationships today and marriages. i rmb i told myself that i want to make the nxt relationship my last. hopefully so. and i was counting..is it a gd idea to have a bf who's in year 1 when i'm in year 1? if that's the case, we'll prob be dating for over 5 years b4 we get married. tat's very long. will the relationship last that long? and at the 5th year, we'll probably jus started working. he's probably going to hit a peak of career, not very sure of what he wants, still adapting to working environment etc. then, can the marriage pull thru? will it be a distraction? will he be willing to put in the effort in the marriage while juggling the workload? everything's pretty unstable too... i don't know. i do hear ppl saying to get someone whose career is stable so then the guy can provide for you more stable-ly. i kinda agree with that. so...wad now?

[continuing frm point 10] well, if i do get a senior for my bf, wld it be too big an age gap? he wld enter the workforce earlier and meet many other ladies..will there be someone more suitable for him over there then? similarly, will the relationship last? and we may be on different frequencies? me on studies and he on work/career? so then, is it better for me to get a bf when I'm in the workforce? i dunno but these are the qns that came to my mind today. jus tot of pen-ing them down and voicing out. oh well. dun be surprised if you see me attached in uni to someone who's still studying. ha. i din say i'll stay true to my last rhetorical qn here! haha.

but in any case, TRUST IN THE LORD. let Him plan. let Him handle your love life, Sharon. let Him handle your relationship. let Him handle your marriage. let Him be Lord. Amen.