today, i was super down again. and it isn't really nice to be brought around the bush either. i was closed to crying (again) while having my lunch. it was horrible. after that, i still had to teach Leo. put on a front, a smile and a temporary concentration. after that, i felt a sudden urge to watch Incredible Hulk. a movie that i'd been wanting to watch since i saw its thriller. called several ppl but can't get anyone. was super disappointed :(

so after that, i went home to swim! and i haven't done that for a looooong time! it felt great. swam when there was few ppl in the pool too. besides, the weather was too nice and good to not go exercising. i'll feel guilty if God gave me such a good weather and an abled-body and yet don't exercise. but well, my ears do hurt alot. i'd better bring ear plugs to the camp! dun wanna have water in my ears and then see a specialist again. boo.. but i'm glad i got a chance to swim! thank God for my condo!

lastly, i'm being chased off to island creamy now! to treat my siblings! byeee...