yesterday, my aunt, uncle and cousin came from KL! bunking in here! later on, my cousin-in-law will be coming over here. they came to singapore for the GSS. really cheap to them? i wonder. but anyway, I love this family alot! My aunt was the one that helped my mum deliver me! And boy! she looks so like my mum! And i'm pretty close to her. okay. not that we talk every month but i'm extremely comfortable with her around (although she talks like my mum). so when she arrived yesterday, giving her a hug was as good as giving my mum a hug (which the latter always dun like me to do so. boo). i like my uncle too! he's extremely humourous yet full of wisdom! and he certainly looks like my camp speaker! my cousin? yeah! I love her too! she jus got married and i was pretty shock. at that time, i felt it was quite a something that the cousin i grew up with was getting married. haha.

anyway, i had driving lesson this morning. and the lesson was horrible. i keep getting scolded. not really that harsh scolding but the tone and the choices of words the instructor used wasn't exactly encouraging. i felt very very discouraged and jus can't wait for this whole ordeal to be over. yes. an ordeal. literally. i had enough of discouraging lessons! everytime i jus feel like giving up after every lesson. very tired. mentally.

so i was heading home and noticed my aunt's family coming towards the bus stop that i alighted from. so i waited for them a while to talk to them. and before my uncle left to go up on the bus, he turned to me and say "be patient". wow! wad a timely word. actually, it was a wrong time cos he thinks i'm heading for driving lesson. so he gave this advice. yet, it's still timely for me. why? cos it suddenly dawned on me that i have to be patient with my progress in driving. it's like a word from God. haha.

patient with my progress...that i shouldn't get irritated so easily, rather, take time to rmb the mistakes pointed out and make the necessary ammendments. yar. i know that and will work on it...

sigh. but still, i was down the whole day. i dun feel restless but rather, tired and emotionally down. i jus feel like slping my time away! i jus wanna see him. sigh. so tired.