okay. jus a quick one. will definitely wanna post more entries up the nxt time i have a chance. i've written down wad i wanna say too! so don't worry!

just wanna say that this week, recess week, has been quite a learning week for me. not really in terms of academic but spiritually. had to learn to let go. seriously, it wasn't easy facing the driving test issue. i was super bitter and angry. but thank God that despite my upsetness, He sitll provided a while out for me and still cares for me. though i wasn't happy with Him, He still stood by me and blessed me with friends and family. my family was very supportive on that night. esp my mum and dad. my dad's words totally cut through me and gave me a wake-up call. he looked at me and said those words (which is rare to get his attention in serious matters). mum has always been there beside me and giving me answers. my bro and sis too. esp my bro when he mentions his piano exam. i din noe it was quite a something to him until he compares it to mine. that's when i knew the extent of his issue. mm. thanks boy. it really helps to know i'm not alone in this.

well, wanna thank my frens namely khalis and yu xin who have been there by me supporting me. esp khalis. my buddy for 3-4 years now and simply knows me inside out lah. without saying much, he already gave advice that are very timely and apt. and it showed me the weak side of me and just wad i went through. so here and now, THANKS ALOT KHALIS! and yea..not to forget yu xin who jus stood by me and talked to me as i start to lament. haha. yar. thanks for your confidence in me and at least not teasing me when i told u abt it.

well, in the end, i knew i had to settle all these by that night. so i just set myself down, turned back to God and let it go in His hands. with all the advices from frens and family, it's a BIG enough sign from Him that I need to let go and move on. and yeah. tat's wad i did. it certainly wasn't easy. but thank God for hearing my prayers and the nxt day onwards, i didn't think much about it.

the nxt time i mentioned it was during BSF. thank God for also giving me the chance to share with the grp. and the encouragemnet i received was indeed unexpected yet comforting. thank you ladies! and well, i would say that this taught me a lesson to really go back to God no matter wad because He has never given up His love for me. Though I can't understand His Will in allowing it to happen, even until now, I just trust Him and commit this to Him. Mm. And indeed, I feel peace..