[reflections, let go]
well, i'm really beginning to enjoy myself here in hall. making new frens. building new frenships. strengthening them. i really enjoy each and every one of their company. dinners, talking, getting to know each other more, joking, playing... like today, i had a social mtg and i got a chance to know everyone more and remember their names. there was a burmese guy too! and it's so cool tat he has a keyboard in his room! totally rocks! so i went over to his room (in the day time) and played a few songs. while he sings and plays the guitar too. i also taught him a bit of keyboard cos he's interested in learning piano. he just started learning violin lesson! and it was there tat i get to know his roomie, zhong lin. from msia. and hmm..he's quite a nice guy though quiet. but at least he looks at me when we talk. hope to know him more!
well, there are of course other ppl like jing yuan whom i studied with him today! at the reading room. first time. and we also played with our laptops. we both have the same laptop. see the pic below!
my face is captured on his laptop. we were playing with the webcam. haha.
after tat also had dinner with kenny and him since we can't find other zorro ppl. they all have left for home after the banner painting today.
Well, thinking, i would be very sad if i can't get to stay in hall next year. i tried my best, i guess tat's all that matters. well, almost my best. i was thinking if i din get into FOC, i thought of going over to appreciation dinner and hopefully this time i'll pass the interview. and i was wondering if i shld join badminton girls..get invovlved in a sports as encouraged by jeremy. maybe mum's right. i shld stop all my tuition after this year. it's not like i'm hard up for cash. then i can free up my time for these activities and for studies. maybe.
anyway, as i was saying, i will feel sad if i can't stay nxt year but right now, i just want to have the mindset of enjoying every moment in hall that God has given me. it's no point thinking about the future and worrying over it. the best and logical thing to do is to just enjoy and be contented with wad He has given me now--friendships, a chance to experience life in hall, challenges, opportunities to be involved in plannings etc. mm. i hope i'll truly let go of my worries and just learn to enjoy all that He has given to me! Amen!
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