to Zhiwen and anonymous: haha. having a debate on my blog? nonetheless, thanks anonymous for your opinion! With regards to what you've said, I also noticed you used the word "should" and aptly so. "Should be happy" implies that it ought to be done. But in the matters of heart, I feel, it's easier said than done. I'm not denying that it can never be possible but it certainly takes time. I ought to be happy for that person, yes. but it'll take a while. Also, to me, I agree with the quote cos it's about letting go once the one I love starts to get attached/attracted to another. So the letting go part is hard in any love relationship...so it's the hardest thing in love or at least one of the hardest thing in love...

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studying today was okay. studied whole day at home alone. quite sad la. but no choice. didn't feel like going out to study. not too bad. took a 5-10 min break every hour so i didn't fall aslp. cooked my own lunch. i love cooking! it's fun! but i also made a mistake by cooking the carrot without peeling off the skin. ha. jus dump it into the pot of noodles. lol. nxt time i know wad to do. ha. but well, this time, really thank God for lunch! hope i'll have more chances to cook in the future! =)

drove back home jus now at night. my first time driving at night. man. i'm really lousy at driving leh. i dunno why i anyhow drive when i'm driving my dad's car. din slow down enough, sharp turning, almost hit kerb, too near left/right side. bleah. i'm so bad lah. i wonder how i pass my driving test. ha. i guess i'm either nervous or too excited when i drive my dad's car. ha. i muz learn to stay calm and drive carefully!!!

funny dream last night. dreamt that i taught Leo phase diagrams! haha. fyi, phase diagram is a topic in my Material Science module! funny lor. ha. teaching a P3 kid my uni module! lol.

okay. had a mtg today. glad it went well and good. hope uncle clarence dun get so stress up. den had dinner at uncle joseph's hse with the whole family. gotta spend more time with the family, talking to uncle joseph, aunty may, ben and matthew. esp matthew who sent me out and had a good chat with him. been a long time since i last chatted with him. and was totally shocked and amazed at the workshop tat ben has in the hse! amazing! i love the way uncle jospeh taught ben something over dinner! he's such a role-model father! i wish my husband can be something like that too! haha. but i guess it muz really come frm the heart. can't be learned after watching good examples. ha. and aunty may is ever nice and encouraging. she served us apple tea in a delicate turkey cup she bought recently! i totally love it! so cute and pretty! nice! =) thanks hon-family for the dinner! =))

here is an image of the turkish cup i got from the net! :)