haha. Okay. So my sis just blogged on my blog. the previous entry was written by none other than the one who pointed the "gun" at me: SARAH! haha. yar. put her name so small at the end of the post. ha. so now muz put captial letters! haha. just let her have fun lah. since she was using my laptop...

so today i drove for the first time! to church and to SP! quite fun. exciting. my dad was a good guide. din stress me up alot. but my mum sitting at the back was making a bit of "ahh-ahh" shouts. ha. well, parking at chr was okay. but on the return trip from SP, parking at my condo was YIKES! i was too near the pillar. my side mirror almost hit it! and my mum was my guide. she din noe how to guide me to park the car properly. so, in the end, i came down, she took over the wheel and park the car for me. ha. aiyo. i sure got lots to learn!

well, today's studying was so-so. thank God on Friday, i managed to finish revising all my maths topics--reading of notes. so yesterday, i managed to do some papers and practices. get a taste of uni exams. have to refer several times to the answers though. but thank God there were answers. so today was pretty much non-maths day. i studied phys and material science. and for once, i'm grateful for the little discipline that i have in the beginning in reading the textbook. so i dun nid to read them again to fully grasp the topic and there are notes and pointers written down on my notes which i copied frm the txtbook (: but i muz say tat i'm pretty naughty today and watched madagascar jus now. had a bit of good laugh. some parts are really funny and ironical.

well, i muz also thank wan ting here though the event hasn't taken place. she's so accomodating to me. when i suddenly told her i have a craving to go esplanade lib, she said she doesn't mind going there to study too! haha. so nice. so tml will be goin marina square to study first till after lunch then head down to esp lib. man. i simply miss town. i've been stuck at home and in the west area for too long lah. je lib, west mall, dining table at home, clementi...i really miss the town/city area! let's hope the change of environment will aid me in studying! today, i was quite restless and losing concentration studying at home!

talking abt clementi, i had quite a "nature" dinner yesterday! it was pretty cool! khalis picked me up at clementi, rode me to a food centre at west coast area. we were supposed to eat there then head back to our respective venues. since it was arnd 6pm when we reached the food centre, i suggested that we take away our food, ride to west coast park and eat dinner while watching the sunset! and ta-ta! tat's wad we did! and boy! i tell you tat i love it! i enjoy that moment! really! so nature-like! i'm glad we managed to catch the sunset! west coast park renovated already. quite nice. finally can see the sea. though it's against a back-drop of the jetty and cranes. but hey, at least they've opened up that area! and they made pavilions that faces the sea and stone slopes. so tat's where we sat and ate our dinner and chatted. beautiful. had a good chat and catch-up. thanks for listening to me pal! and yar...learn frm me to take nice shots! i always take nice shots of u lor..time for my turn! :P

okay. things happened through this weekend too. did alot of thinking and soul-searching. well, i'm thankful that he took it calmly. it was a change frm the last time. i can see it. n i thank God that it's His work in him too. well, through the weeks, there are no doubts that i see the effort put in and am touched to tears. but i guess, some things are better not to lead on and continue on in uncertainties, questions and doubts. well, i muz agree with him that it's really quite a pity it has to be like this. sometimes i wonder if it's the matter of perspective. when i'm in it, i think one way. when i'm out of it, i think another way. sigh. well, now, i can only hope for both of us to pull through this period of time, for him to be strong and for us to have a sustainable and good friendship after this...hmm..somehow, now, conversations with him feels more liberating. guess it's really the setting...