okay. so after many days of not blogging, I've decided to pop by here for a while. now, i'm in library. have been going to lib yesterday and today. 2 days of studying. yesterday was fun. studied with wan ting, peter, lester and john. quite a crowd. it was nice being able to have a study grp even if it's for jus one session. then, lester and peter left early. after that it's just john, wan ting and myself. got to know john better. then, wan ting came over to my hse. supposed to swim but we reached home too late. so let her tour arnd my condo (show her my resort condo), had dinner at my place and chatted with my mum. glad you came girl! sorry we can't swim. let's swim again nxt time k? (: promise!

study yesterday was good. completed all i set out to do. thank God. had a bbq at night. glad we managed to finish all the food. nice to see joshua again. had an interesting conversation with leo. though i wld say it's a bit challenging, nonetheless, it was a rare one. the food was good. thanks leo and jeremy!

so today, studied with kok siong for while. but we were both sleepy. din help that it rained early this morning and both of us had to pull ourselves outta bed to go lib in the morning. ha. so had a super long lunch where we walked arnd for a long time, trying to wake ourselves up. ha. well, in the end, study today wasn't as fantastic as yesterday. i kept slping. bad. and rushed thru my work lor. tonight, still got studying. so see how it goes. so far, i clocked in, 6 hrs minus 25mins = 5 hrs 35mins. okay! hope i wld be on schedule cos of my tests this monday! not tat i'm rigid.

just want to say that thu was fun too! free buffet lunch, watched Mr Bean Holiday, skipped a maths lecture to continue watching and can exchange conversations with wan ting and others, cheer and jeer during the movie screening. nice. watched with peter, wan ting, jue xuan, lester, qiao yong and john. fun :)

well, just want to say tat i'm super stressed up and confused. really scared and dunno wad to do :S trying to think rationally, but just can't come to a conclusion. alot of things are going through my mind. sigh. i jus hope to settle this fast, good, unregretful of whatever decision i make, and one that is a decision that God wants me to make...

on the last note, just want to say that i learn this recently: I can hope for miracles from God but I can't expect them, even if it seems all in good will.