Yeah. So I had my interview this morning! Woke up super early and reached there pretty early too! The reception wasn't even opened! And so I just sat around somewhere and prepare myself.

And I must thank God for John's encouraging SMS! Reminding me of Provbs 3:5 and I recited the whole verse from memory and meditated on it! Thank God though tat sms in the morning woke him up from his slp! :S And also Wanting's sms and prayers! (= Thanks guys!

Well, I did have a good encounter with God too. What I wrote in my journal sums it all. Let me repeat it:

Peace and Surrender. These are the 2 words that I want to declare out loud! Before the interview, I felt peaceful. Not as nervous as I thought I would be. And even after the interview, I was peaceful! Not terribly upset or still worrying lots. Though I have some regrets, I didn't feel like crying. And I must attribute all these to God!

It is through the surrender of this internship, interview and life that I can obtain this peace from God! Surrender is really the key. Just to say "God, this internship is in your hands. This interview is in your hands. Deal wtih it whatever you want. The outcome is really yours. Whether I get it or not, it's yours. It's your plan that will prevail and not mine. This life is yours. Use me and place me where you want me to be, for you. This time on earth that I have is just that and I want your best and your plan to unfold here before I meet you in heaven."

So that's my prayer and boy! did it feel great, peaceful and calm to surrender all to Him! Of course, it comes with conviction through the Holy Spirit!

The interview wasn't very good though and I felt I screw up some parts of it. But still, I wasn't worried. Yet, I must admit that my mind is thinking of whether I can get it or not. Guess, surrender isn't to its fullest completion yet! Hmm. At least I'm not worrying. And yes, Sharon, pyt down that baggage and exercise entrusting grace! All to Jesus! It belongs to Him!