Restless restless. I really need to be more disciplined in my work and how i spend my time! Gee. Cannot keep watching so much tv!!!

Well, just the thought that I'll most likely be working nxt week jus makes me sad..aww. there goes my relaxing weeks! But well, I had a good number of chilling outs already. And going out too for 3 full weeks!!! I guess, it really is time to put the end to the seemingly stress and pressure i feel to earn money by going for that internship/job. Though the internship allowance wun help alot in the amount of money i can earn, at least it can give me a proper, permanent and 8-5 kinda temp job (:

But I must say, the thought of having no more "no worries" days is quite a saddening one. Makes me treasure this weekend more! Sigh. Sometimes, I wonder if I make the right choice of going for the internship and finding a job instead of just chilling and relaxing during this 3-mth break. This kinda break dun come by easily man. Oh well, but i think there's no escaping the obligation to make my time more useful and to work!

Hmm..at least I've already booked my air ticket to Sabah! From 18 June (night) to 23 June (midnight). Back to my hometown! Okay. I didn't exactly grow up there but it's stated in my passport. So I've no escaping from it being my place-of-birth! It's just my mum and I together with our relatives there! I hope it wun be awkward when I see my cousins! Haven't seen nor talked to them for a long time!! Mum said that we may spend a night at the foot of Mt Kinabula! (= yay! And take a day-trip out to an island nearby! (: I wonder wad else is there to do! My aunt said that our trip is too short to go around but I wonder if it's all that true! Hmm...