You know, I seriously wonder if it's cos I've created that "GREAT I AM" poem and "IPOD CLASSIC" that John starts writing in rhymes lah!! Totally!! He has been blogging alot in rhymes and poems and songs! Trying to outdo me arh, John? Haha. But i must say that it really wows and amazes me. Haha. The inspiration he gets is great! Better and more consistent than mine! Maybe cos he got more time to think while my mind's cluttered with other stuffs...but way to go, pal! Continue to rock your blog with poems! But let us hear your thoughts and words too! (: They are often very encouraging! *Hmm..I hope you are reading this. If not, nudge him for me k, readers? :P*

Well, another thing tat made me smile was my night-out yesterday! It was nice! Haha. It's good to go out with a friend who KNOWS how to drive and HAS a vehicle to drive in! =) Yay. Haha. Okay. I know I sound cheap-poh but it's the freedom that comes with it. The freedom to travel wherever, to talk in the car, to listen to radio together, to smile, to warn, to say "be careful!" Haha. Yeah. It's nice to spend time with a friend like this! More private time as compared to on trains and buses.

Last night, being the last day of May, I've decided that I really cannot let the good chance pass. So I decided to redeem my free seoul garden buffet dinner! With one paying adult. At first, I offered to share half-half *which i really shld have insisted because it's really expensive to eat there on weekends* but my friend insisted the opposite, giving me a belated bday treat. Thanks! It was my first time to seoul gardens. we went to causeway point branch but the variety wasn't alot. At least the dessert was not bad. and i quite like the set-up of the tables! the pot and pan are below the table so at least it doesn't block view (:

And careless me often left the meat alone till they get quite burned. Haha. Exposed the lazy and weak side of me--just eat and wait for ppl to serve me. Haha. Nah..I do serve too and like to serve. just gotta pay more attention. At least, i hope and dun think my house (in the future) will burn!

Had lots of meat to eat. some vegs. ice cream and cold dessert. Ha. when my friend had finished the main course, he said he was full. But I still wasn't! Pretty amazing how big my appetite is eh? Well, I would say that the best part is being able to talk over the table. Hmm. I guess I did most of the talking tat's why it's enjoyable. Haha.

Talked and shared more about myself though it's kinda funny how the topic started. But still, it's nice just to talk and spend time together. After that, we went shopping around. I had to look for a bday gift which i found eventually. I hope the receiver would like it and find it useful and applicable! After that, we went over to the arcade and i got to play my fav game! Yay. The same one that I played with my uni frens. It was fun and nice. But too few balls lah. Sad.

So headed back at arnd 10pm. By the time we reached my area, it was 1015pm plus. And I told him that I really didn't feel like going home (that was when my emo starts to kick in). So he very suang kuai and ask me where i wanna go. He really didn't made a U-turn which leads to my house. So i just directed him lor. All the way until I say "Turn into the carpark then we make a decision together". Just when he was about to park, I told him to drive in to the carpark of my old house. Suddenly, I just miss my old house very much. It was convenient anyway--he turned into the carpark where it's connected to my old house's one.

So we parked, facing Blk 243, and just started talking in the vehicle. Listening to the old english songs on radio, telling him my childhood memories (which I didn't talk very long :P) before he started on his LOOOOONG story of how he met his childhood fren! Haha. But still, it was nice to know and hear this story! Just a pity i didn't have very close childhood frens. So, yar, after that we headed back when it was close to 11pm. but i think by then, my emo knocked me real hard. But I decided that, you know, i shouldn't take up too much of his time, the best medicine is time alone and I should really go back home to rest and talk to God (which I did, of course).

Well, nonetheless, the short detour really shows and tells me the freedom that comes with the vehicle. Haha. But, I would say, the freedom that comes with speech, time and choices is greater. And I'm glad I chose to spend it with my friend. So, to my friend, Zhen Leong, this is to you! *clangs* Thanks for the company last night and driving me around and the stories, smiles and ears! =) Cheers!

Okay. A quick one. Another little thing that made me smile was the call I got from Wanting that night. When I was all-emoing and sad. She called. She called at quite a timely time, after I'd just cried. So it wasn't interrupting me and I was just very vulnerable to share with her. I'm glad and thankful for her words of encouragement and a listening ear. Thanks girl, for the call.

Well, though I won't say tat I'm okay right now. But I hope i will be so soon! And I hope, you know, I would look more positively and with God by my side. Don't emo Sharon! You can pull through!