Taking the bus and train for the past few months to and from work really irritates me. People are super ungracious and selfish. Today, there was this lady that don't know for what reason, squeeze past me and people just to stand in front of a seat. Wah. I'm super piss off. Why she does such a thing? Just because she recognises someone tat's going to get off then she purposely stand in front of the seat. Wah! Then it's so hard for that person to come out too lah! Totally, downright selfish!!

And she's not the only one. There are other people too that totally irritates me! But today was very interesting. Just when I was about to get all grumpy, I saw the handsome young air force guy and my heart totally melted. Haha. The thoughts just calm down a little. I just started to put those thoughts aside. Ha. But yeah. He was sitting and he probably didn't notice me. But I do and it's strange how things in my mind came to a stop. Ha. I often wonder if I've seen him before in my JC times. Can't rmb but I know there's a handsome air force guy last time too. Haha. oh well. The perks of sitting on bus 985.

Today, I saw him reading the same devotional book that I read too! I was so delighted to see him read it! Didn't know he's a christian. But it was cool. I wanted to tell him that I read the same book and to give me some encouragement but just a pity that I didn't get a chance to sit beside him. So perhaps next time or tomorrow! Then again, I hope it wun freak him out. And I wonder, sometimes, I can be quite daring, over-courageous and over-friendly to people. Imagine such a thought and action crossing your mind! Ha. Who would think so except for the super friendly people. Yet, this can sometimes work against me as seen in many points of my life.

Oh well. But my thoughts and attitude to these ungracious and selfish people ought to take a better response not through looking at that handsome young chap but through the love of God. Give me strength and a heart. To love not only the needy but the ungracious.