School hasn't been going good for me these past weeks. It's been 4 weeks already and honestly, it's very tough.

The modules are very difficult. I can't understand most of them. Esp my cores. And I have to keep watching lecture recording. And even as I watch, I have to rewind and make the lecturer repeat in order to catch some points. Thankfully there's lecture recording. But it goes to show just how bad and lousy I am.

Maybe partly cos I doze off in class. But even when I pay attention, I still can't catch all of it! Many concepts are tough and hard to grasp. Sigh. It's tough man. This sem is tough.

As I was doing a forecasting just now, I jus realised that my GPA will drop. Compared to last sem, that is. I can't maintain the GPA. And I have to include my coms studies in order to have it above 4.0. which can be risky. Sigh. And I was as realistic as it can get already. It wld be either 3.55 or 4.0. Sigh. I really dunno. I really dunno wad to do.

God, help me to hope and give my best.