Hmm. What should I update about. Hmm. I'm starting to wonder what's entertaining on the internet. After checking my mails and surfing fb, I really wonder wad is there to do? My fb can be slow so sometimes I don't watch the videos except those videos that are posted many times by ppl. Then I know it's good and nice. Ha. Yar...I wonder why suddenly there is an influx of videos posted! Last time was quizzes and tests. Now it's videos. Haha.

Well, I guess I'm looking for rest in the wrong places. Gotta kick out the addiction of internet. It's not everything.

On another hand, I'm quite surprised by ppl who suddenly come and chat with me on msn and fb. my super old friends in ctss and pri sch days. Plus some unexpected ppl from my JC class. It's a good thing though surprising. Didn't expect them to still rmb me and bother to take the time to start a convo with me. Haha. But it's sweet. At least I know I'm remembered and cared for. People do notice my existence then and now. At first it's weird but after a while, just act cool and the convo will go fine. If it's guys, I always have a set of qns to ask: When ord, which vocation, tough or not, what you do there, know anyone called....blah blah blah. I think tat's why, after a while, I start forgetting which vocation ppl are in unless they are my really close guy frens. I just ask too many of them that i just got all of them mix up. Lol.

But nonetheless, it's nice to catch up and chat with them! Find out how they are doing. And kindness received should be repaid. I gain from repaying this kindness too (:

Oh well. Despite requiting the old friendships, I still feel there's much more I can do to my current friendships. Perhaps I should put in the effort that these old frens of mine has shown me. And I miss him. I honestly do. After the weeks past, I still miss him. Help me to let go Lord. And just accept whatever it is. And more importantly, to respond in the way You want me too.