Before I begin my intended blog entry, I wanna say thanks to 2 particular bloggers who have touched me with their entries as I read them today: Wanting and John (: Wanting on sovereignity and John on the Full Order Battle (FOB) Full Battle Order (FBO) of Christ. *changed it after John's tag* Thanks for sharing what you've read, learned and reflected on! Give me something to think about and to reflect on too. And these details touched me and spoke to me especially in the many situations I'm facing now :) Thank you friends! Love you all much! =)

*oh..now I know why FOB FBO sounds so familiar..it's an army term, if I'm not wrong..heard some of my army friends mentioning it. lol.*

[change of roles]

Today, I became a mother. When I came home, I went to hand-wash clothes. Haha. Now that my grandma went to msia, I decided to share a bit of housework with my mum who's also working. So I hand-wash clothes! Ahh..normal lah. Done before. But just that it's been a long time since I last did it! And, as always, it's back-breaking. Thankfully I have a stool but given my previous medical condition :( Still painful but bearable...

Oh well. After that, I went to...iron the clothes! Haha. So house-wife hor? Been a long time since I iron too but quite fun and nice! My dad wears so many shirts that need to be ironed! :( Thankfully they are not long-sleeve shirts, else it'll be more troublesome to iron! His jacket was also hard to iron too. Haha. Yet, throughout, I was quite scared of the iron. Keep thinking that my hand will kena the iron and get scalded. Again.

I had it once. When I was much younger. I guess the scar is not just on my hand but in my heart and mind too :( Boo...oh well. I guess I just gotta be more careful next time! I still got many more years of ironing to do! In the future!

Another reason why I say I'm a mother is cos my sister said so! She fell sick today and I was telling to take this and that medicine and eat this and that food before she leaves for work just now. Lol. Then she commented I'm so mother. Haha. I don't mind being called that actually! Just hope that I would one day really be a mother! Soon! Maybe in...5-6 years time? Oh boy! Can't wait! Lol.

[yet enjoying my role now]

...and that is being a proud sister of my brother! =)

Tonight is my bro's prom night. So he's all dressed up! Yesterday, he went to buy the clothes etc! Wah! Cost so much lah! But looks nice and smart!

He turned from this:

Into this:

Cool right? So handsome eh? I'm so proud of him! =) Hope he'll have a good time! But stay safe too! :)

Aye! It's been a long time too since I last went for a dinner and dress up until so nice! The last I went was for OCS coms ball. And the only one I can look forward to where I can stand a chance to dress up again is another coms ball nxt year. Oh well. Don't know if it'll come true in the end. But I do miss dressing up that nice! Haha. Okay..I'm going crazy. Bleah.

[back to reality]

Okay. Back to reality, I had a Maths paper today. Was really intending to score since Maths is my niche. But...the paper...well, it wasn't too difficult. But there were some qns that I couldn't do and some qns that I did wrongly. So, in the end, I lost quite a fair bit of marks. Quite worried that the bell curve will be to my disadvantage. Sigh.

Actually, I was worried. Am still anxious. But what's done is done. There's really nothing I can do. At least, now, I know how to do the questions that I don't know. So I still gained knowledge :) Look on the brighter side, Sharon! Plus, just leave it in God's hands. Bell curve, results after the paper etc are things that you can't control. So just leave it alone. Don't worry nor be anxious! No point. Don't waste time and energy! Trust! It's a blessing! =)