Hmm. Yeah. I realised that this is the first post that I'll be writing here on my blog in 2010. Been busy and away that I couldn't blog.

Well, writing this on 10-01-10. I like this date! It's cool! =)

Anyway, back from my Taiwan trip. Can blog more about it with pictures soon. But not now. I guess, many of my fellow bloggers had reflected on 2009. It's good to read about it and to hear how their life have been then. And how they look forward to 2010. Many are excited. Aniticipating new challenges and hopes and dreams.

As for me? I don't know. I did do my own reflection. After much reading and self-persuasion. Did it on my journal. But here on the blog? I won't write much I guess cos 2009 was bittersweet. It was sweet in the 1st half of 2009--with the jump in grades and being able to handle things well. But in the 2nd half, it was horrible. Studies wise, it was horrible. My grades drop super alot. And I'm so shocked and disappointed.

And I did have trouble balancing things out and had to cope with much. Well, it did have sweet moments and I acknowledge & thank God for each one of them. But the bad side is not to be neglected too. Sigh. Oh well.

Overall 2009 has been a trying year, a year of adjustments and a year of learning.

Thank you God.

As 2010 comes now, I'm surprised at how fast God has given me a verse to hold throughout the year. At least I hope I didn't read too much into signs. I'll change it on my blog skin soon! And I hope to stick ever closer to the verse of the year. I've already written it down! =)

Tml I'm starting school already. Hmm. I'm not exactly looking forward though. Not like some of my peers. I'm quite scared, to say honestly. I am at a loss. That's why I'm scared. I don't know what to do, how to improve, what I can do better, what I should do, what I should change...I really don't know man. I don't seem to have much hope for the new sem.

God, please grant me hope and help me to see You in all this. Fall afresh on me once again and renew my mind & spirit. Help me to see the eternal and not on the short-terms. Help me to run after You instead of the temporals and what everyone else runs after. Help me to fix my eyes on You instead of devoting all my energy on things that are not necessary. Yet, God, help me to fulfil my duty as a student too. Amen.