Hmm. Well, I got the answer to my previous post during my QT today. And I'm really glad and thankful to God and the Holy Spirit :)

Once again, I've proved that keeping a journal and writing your spiritual journey down on a notebook helps! I got the answer while writing my thoughts on it! :) Thank you Holy Spirit that inspires me! And who else do I have to thank? Wanting, John, Wee Siang, Yichen, Jue Xuan and the others who have contributed to buying that lovely, pretty thick book for my 20th birthday! =) It's on this book that I write and received my answer.

As I was pondering while writing, I suddenly had a thought of motive and desire. That was my answer. I knew it was one of the answer. I was brought to think about whether my heart's desire and my motive is to please God and to seek His Kingdom. If I do, naturally, I would involve God in my thoughts and plans. It is whether I want to have Him in my life and how much I desire to please Him with my lifestyle, choices and the things I say & do.

And that brought me to really think. To think about how much I really cared about what God cares. It's a mindset change. And I really have to change. I need to change. And I must put in that element of "want" to change too. Yeah. I definitely don't wanna fall back on my faith. Don't fall back now. Keep going and keep your focus on Him and not self!

On another note, it's surprising that my recess week is quite clean. Quite unlike me and quite unlike the usual recess week. I would often arrange this and that to meet people, go out, hang out, date ppl out. I guess the focus is more on studies. And let's keep it simple and minimal, shall I? :) let's see where my urges will take me. But I do hope that I'll get the break I need to carry on for the remaining 7-8 weeks!

Oh yes! 530th post! =)