I think I should stop thinking too much. Maybe I'm reading too much into things. Cos I realised that it's eating into me. I seem to get jealous, just a tint, somehow. I should stop. Really just take things as it is. To trust in God. Though there seem to be sparkles in the eyes just now, but maybe it was just the environment, the place and the drinks. Hmm. Yeah. I should just stop. Stop. And just trust in God for His plan, providence and purpose.

Lord, when will it be? Who will it be? I'm confused and really don't know what to do. Can you guide me? Please, will you guide me? Help me through this emotional time. Please help me to control my thoughts and feelings and tune it to you. Help me to be close to your footsteps and atune to your words.

On another note, work here hasn't been too good (except for today). It was super boring cos I wasn't given much to do. It got me so irritated that I simply just wanna go home! I wanna go back to spore and work there! Though it can be stressful but at least there are things to do--even simple things. I really don't mind. At least nothing like this one! I really wanna go home. To do my IA in Spore. Back to where there's comfort, where there's friends, where it's home.

I miss my friends. I miss my family.