I suddenly miss home. Just feel like going home, to somewhere where there's warmth and a homely feeling. To a familiar place and a familiar environment :(

Oh well. The weather is getting cold now. Gotta keep warm!

And I think that I really have to give up. It's really time and I really should. After hearing things, seeing things for myself and thinking more about the future. I have to really trust that God will provide. Afterall it's His calendar that prevails.

Trust
Rest
Wait
Patience

Be the one that He wants you to be. Then things will fall into place.