I don't like waking up when I had a bad night the previous day. It makes me just want to sleep and not wake up at all. And it makes me just wish everything was just a bad dream and that it'll blow over. It makes me not want to do anything. Nothing at all.

There was a saying that says that if you can't handle the person at his worst, you can't handle the person at all. I had this saying stuck in my head today. But I'm also wondering if it's all that true. Perhaps. Afterall, how you respond when everything is all heated up and the other person is really upset tells alot. But then again, we are all humans that make mistakes and can't always keep the cool.

Finally, I realised that it's a really humbling job to initiate a conversation of resolving the conflict. If you find saying sorry is humbling, this one is too. It takes alot. At least for me. To be the first to talk about it, to start the conversation, then to hold and lead it, and most importantly, to keep the cool through it all, cos you are the one that started the convo. So it's really hard and humbling...humbling...